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Be yourself; Because an original is worth so much more than the copy

Thursday, August 25, 2016

Starting College...Again. What??

Here I am. Sitting at my desk at my wonderful job and i reach under my desk to, what you ask, to pull out my...textbook. Textbook you ask? I thought you were done. Well i learned a good lesson in never saying never. haha.
I'm officially going back to get my bachelor's degree in Accounting! I'm going online to Indiana Wesleyan University. I'm looking forward to it. It's 1 class for 5-6 weeks then another. So far classes started today, and i finished all this weeks homework, Yesterday!
I loved it. It was great to know that i could work at it from work and not have to drive to class and sit in a lecture for 2 hours. Even though it's the first day, i have a feeling that this is going to be great. I might not always think that. Ask me some morning after an exam!

Nick and I have even talked about me going on and getting my CPA. If it was worth it. But I'm going to take one stone at a time and i'll be able to move that mountain.

Talk to you later Folks!



Tuesday, August 23, 2016

What to choose

There's days when i'm fine. Perfectly fine. and then there's days when i have a hard decision to make. Do i live with the pain of a migraine or do i take the meds and live with the pain the meds give me?

the pain i get from my migraines, is normally, pin-pointed on my forehead, behind one of my eyes, my neck hurts, and i'll have knots in my necks and upper back, i'll have numbing pain in my lower back/hips. and i'll get dizzy and light headed, and feel like i'm going to faint or sometimes, i've wondered if i'm going to die.

The pain i get from my pain meds, is hard, my throat gets like a swollen feeling and sometime i feel like i'm going to have trouble breathing. and i feel numb. and very tired. and sometimes i feel like my head is cloudy.

i hate how i feel when i take the meds but i hate being in pain.
That's the hardest thing, making the choice about what pain you're going to live with,