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Be yourself; Because an original is worth so much more than the copy

Tuesday, August 23, 2016

What to choose

There's days when i'm fine. Perfectly fine. and then there's days when i have a hard decision to make. Do i live with the pain of a migraine or do i take the meds and live with the pain the meds give me?

the pain i get from my migraines, is normally, pin-pointed on my forehead, behind one of my eyes, my neck hurts, and i'll have knots in my necks and upper back, i'll have numbing pain in my lower back/hips. and i'll get dizzy and light headed, and feel like i'm going to faint or sometimes, i've wondered if i'm going to die.

The pain i get from my pain meds, is hard, my throat gets like a swollen feeling and sometime i feel like i'm going to have trouble breathing. and i feel numb. and very tired. and sometimes i feel like my head is cloudy.

i hate how i feel when i take the meds but i hate being in pain.
That's the hardest thing, making the choice about what pain you're going to live with,

Saturday, July 23, 2016

The end of July already

It's the end of July already and i can't believe it. This past week was Carroll County Fair, and My brother got Reserve Champion for Llama's and my sister got grand champion for Llama fiber. It was a hot week.
On the other hand, since it's the end of July, my job at  Kendrick Nissan is over on Tuesday. Kinda a bittersweet and yet looked forward to moment. I started my job at Fisher's about 3 weeks ago and I'm loving it. I've been there 2-3 days a week and It feels like home.

I'm a big person with celebrations, Like anniversary, when i started a job or when i went somewhere. This past week on July 20th, I celebrated 5 months with Nicholas. We went to Carroll county fair to join some friends in the pork cook off. Then we went to see the secret life of pets! It was good.







Saturday, July 2, 2016

My Favorite days

As this morning dawned, I thought to myself, this is one of my favorite days. So I decided to write down my favorite days. I have a lot of them

1) Christmas. No matter what. Christmas is my favorite. I don't care about the gifts, There's just something magical about Christmas day

2) The First snow fall of the year...  It's so magical! It's so special. Everything is so clean. I reminds me of what it felt like when i asked Christ into my life. All clean, all fresh, all new.

3)My Birthday... No matter what happens on that day, it's my favorite because it's my birthday.

4) The day i met Nick. Yes i know Cheesy, But it's true. The day i saw him, I knew i wanted him as my friend and hopefully lord willing more. God has blessed me for much in the last 4 months. I feels like i've known him for much longer

5) The first day in Canada. This day, time stands still, The wind stops moving, my heart starts beating a little faster, and I'm at home

6) Every time the man you loves tells you he loves you

those are 6 of my favorite days.
There's something every day that makes me go "this is my favorite day."
The other week, it was a day after work, and i was sitting there on the couch with Nick, and he reached over and put his arm around me. Yes He's done it before but at that moment, it was like perfect, and at that moment, I couldn't think of a place, I'd rather be.

Or like last week, when i stayed the night at Sandra's, and we stayed up talking until it was 11pm, it was a special moment,

these Special days and special moments...